bakit namatay ako sa panaginip ko?

Friday, July 28, 06
Maaga akong natulog kagabi, without expecting something, then suddenly in my dreams, while i was inside the comfort room, a grandfather and his grandson went inside the comfort room i was shocked because it's ladies room, then i saw he had gun in his right hand, natakot ako at first kala ko may babarilin s'ya, umihi pala, pero KASADO yung baril kaya isang baril lang patay kung sino tatamaan nito. May aleng natakot sabi sakin wag kang lumapit dyan baka mabaril ka n'yan hindi mo masabi. Takot na din ako ng mga oras nayon pero nagmarunong ako, I waited for that old man to come out from the tub, after a second he went out, and i told him lolo can i get your gun you might shoot somebody, then he fire the gun in front of the mirror and instead of the broken mirror, it bounces back straight on my forehead, then i stopped breathing.

bakit kaya?
anong purpose nito?
may tao ba sa paligid ko na unti unti akong pinapatay habang nakatalikod ako? o baka naman may taong pinapatay ng ako ng harapan pero hindi ko pa nakikita?

I'm praying now to you Jesus, help me pray for the old man in my dreams, why him? what's the purpose of this? Amen.